i can only wish i could write much tonight but
i'm so weighed down in words i can't dig.
i'd be lying this hatred because
i cannot be loved when
i'm only beloved by this
blood with my love.
how can i leave them if not for
i killed myself loving who i love.
he's what i never knew from my silence,
i've been known but when in their loudest
have they found me.
i was with you like an unsealed promise and
i could only wish to be kept.
i looked at me like i was looked,
blank in conviction,
rotten by curiosities.

will you love me.
will you take every word i learned
from their hands or
will i leave you unconquered, ������é